Nowadays

everything on my life touches the memories to you.

I know that I couldn't take the other road now,
as I have been travelled months from the diverged roads,
as I have been through this tough times by myself,all alone.

I know that I couldn't turns back now,
as there's no way behind me,
as there's only ways in front of me,

and I knew now,

I knew I have no choice now,
What I could do now,
is to go through this tough times
and everything will go on path.

How silly am I?
thought that things will go on that way
when I have made those decisions?
didn't think twice and more before i've decide it
when I thought all what I thought was just right?
when there's just me,myself all the times.

But,
who'll knows how i felt?
who'll be by my sides?
who'll see my tears inside when i'm smiling outside?
who'll know how much pain had the scars made me?

NO!
none of them !

I'll bear in mind forever
what I've done,
what that results to,
and what it made the differences today;
all that so merely by a mistake I've done!
A mistake done by the childish me.

Please!
please believe me that I...
I doesn't meant to that consequences!