手放开

我，

活不出那过去，

走不出有他的世界；

忘不了有他的记忆；

放不下对他的期盼；

舍不得和他的回忆；

停不了对他的思念；

洗不掉有他的画面；

止不了对他的感觉；

歇不息想他的分秒。

想知道你是否还是一样

你快乐的背后有人失望

想明白为何对我那么冷淡

又回来故事会不会是这样
我知道你不会再回头看
我还是一直以为一直以为有希望

越想你就越心伤

我多么爱你却难逃你的魔掌

你让我多么难堪

却是一样把我伤

能不能够让我再说我爱你

还是你已不想听

能不能够把你彻底地忘记

我是真的搞不清

每当我想靠近 你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明

我只想要靠近 也很想要抱紧

你要的爱我学不来

不能给你未来我还你现在

安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪

没有人能了解我现在的心情
我还想要参与你的生活点滴

坐在没有人的角落
我又问自己

究竟应该继续还是该放弃？

对不起...

昨晚,对不起...
我也不知道自己怎么了...
边听你说着说着...
我努力思索着
你说过的每一句...
可是脑袋一片空白...
什么都想不到...
我...只是感觉心闷闷的...
不知道要和你说些什么...
对不起...

有时候...
不是我不要早睡...
只是...
有时候...
你忙或我忙...
只剩下那少少的时间嘛...
所以连那少少时间也不想浪费掉...
只是想陪你嘛...

为什么不能接受我的迟钝吗...

我就是迟钝嘛...

为什么不能接受我的善忘吗...

我就是善忘嘛...

我没有生气...

只是心乱了...

我应该怎样...?

我必需怎样...?

。。。。

怎么办?

怎么总是摸不着你在想什么?
好像知道你到底在想什么?
你是怎么想的?

搞不懂...
为何还可以"没关系"呐..?
总是感觉不到你的认真...

好想好好谈一次恋爱噢...
可是又感觉不到你的在乎...
好害怕....
怎么办...?

Nowadays

everything on my life touches the memories to you.

I know that I couldn't take the other road now,
as I have been travelled months from the diverged roads,
as I have been through this tough times by myself,all alone.

I know that I couldn't turns back now,
as there's no way behind me,
as there's only ways in front of me,

and I knew now,

I knew I have no choice now,
What I could do now,
is to go through this tough times
and everything will go on path.

How silly am I?
thought that things will go on that way
when I have made those decisions?
didn't think twice and more before i've decide it
when I thought all what I thought was just right?
when there's just me,myself all the times.

But,
who'll knows how i felt?
who'll be by my sides?
who'll see my tears inside when i'm smiling outside?
who'll know how much pain had the scars made me?

NO!
none of them !

I'll bear in mind forever
what I've done,
what that results to,
and what it made the differences today;
all that so merely by a mistake I've done!
A mistake done by the childish me.

Please!
please believe me that I...
I doesn't meant to that consequences!