My Dearest Friends

For someone special to me:

I missed u ,
girls,
always.

I missed the time we together,
I missed ur smile,
I missed ur voice,
I missed ur laugh.

I missed,
the time we been through together;
the events that happened among us;
the things we did together.

We used to be,
in the same tuition class ;
gossiping about others;
laughing together.

Since we first met,
we been friend for almost 3 years,
i can still clearly remember
how we met,where,
and why will we becomes friends.

Although,
it's not very long,
but i already take u as my very dear friend,
deep inside my heart,
unconsciously ,
u served a place in it,
really.

Once,
we felt in love with a same guy;
we cried for him,remember?
I would laugh at myself when i think of it.

I always thought,
our friendship was very strong enough,
no matter wat is it,
how tough is it,
there are no such thing that can influence our friendship.

But,
who knows?
I don't know.
It juz unpredictable,
Everything juz happened so sudden,
I don't know wat to do,
how come our friendship became like this?
I always wanted to say,
'I am Sorry,I don't mean that'.
from my deep heart.

But,
I don't know when to say,
where to say,
how to say.
If saying 'I am Sorry' ,
could get the things back to the past,
i would say so,
no matter how many times,
Really.
I really miss u girls.
Really really very.

Nevertheless,
nowadays I have my own-new-good friends,
they are good,nice.
We don't have communicating problems.
But,
however,
they could never replace u in my heart.
Being with them is fun,enjoyable.

But it is incomparable with being with u girls.
The feelings are not the same,
and it won't be the same.
Being with u girls is more enjoyable.

As we could
gossiping about others,
expressing all our feelings emotionally,
we won't need to care how each of us will think about us,
because we knew ourselves well,
as all of us do so.


Once in a while,i do make fun of u and all but i really hope u do not take it to heart.
As these laughters and insults are the roots and the solid base to the very foundation of our friendship.Though we may not talk to each other very often,i do believe,that our bonds shall not shatter,and shall prove the resilient through the test of the time.


Now we are friends again,but i feel the quality of the friendship is not the same.
Someone once compared friendship to a Chinese vase.
Once broken,
the vase may be mended,
but it will never look the same.
But I am still glad that our friendship mended slowly even if hesitatingly.





#p/s:
I know my english is not good enough,so please bear along and accept my misusage of grammatical
English,as I'm merely a learner.Thank you.